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When Times Pass by...
Twitter: Er. I am still trying to figure out how to put my twitter updates here. (: Please bare with this first. >.< But for now, you can check my updates thru the widget I've under tagboard. (: So.. Enjoy! ^^ Quotes: We might kiss when we are alone, when nobody's watching. We might take it home, we might make out when nobody's there. It's not that we're scared. It's just that it's delicate.
hopped!
Tuesday, February 16, 2010, 10:33 AM
I AM JUMPING!

There you go,
http://billetdoux-xoxo.tumblr.com

That will be one of my new blog! :D

Loves,
Isabelle. :DD
Only If Someone Notice Me...

At times..
Sunday, February 14, 2010, 8:20 PM
At times.. You really look like a hypocrite to me. ==" So, Yeah I hate you. :s I really hate saying about this. But I feel so much better after saying it out. :D <3s

Neutralize,
Isabelle. :D
Only If Someone Notice Me...

Happy Lunar New Year & Happy Valentine Day! :D
, 1:13 PM
Hello everyone! :D It's Valentine day TODAY! Did everyone enjoy yourself? It's also lunar new year!! Did everyone collect lots of red packets from your family? :D I'm here to wish everyone a Prosperous New Year and Happy Valentine Day! :D Wishes all the couples on earth will end with happy endings like those fairy tales.. :D

Oh! And one thing, I need to inform those who see my blogs, if you use IE to come in, I think there will be a problem. But if you're using Mozilla Fox, there won't be any problem. The page will be perfectly fine. (: So maybe I'll change it some other day. :D

This is how my Blog will look like if there isn't any problem viewing it.


Once again, HAPPY PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR AND A HAPPY VALENTINE DAY~! :D

Loves,
Isabelle. :DD
Only If Someone Notice Me...

A relaxing day it is..
Wednesday, February 10, 2010, 10:07 PM
Wow! I spent my whole day at home doing nothing. Quite relaxing somehow. Haha! want to know why I'm not doing anything yet still feel relaxing? Haha! Cause today my mum is unusual. She didn't nag at all. Feels relaxing for my ears. Haha. Alright stop this kidding here.

Just now I ordered Mac for my dinner. I ordered a Nuggets Meal up size and a ala cart Chicken Burger. And guess what? the nuggets came in only 4 pieces. Err.. And I pay for the usual price. ==" I don't think it's fair. So I took my phone and gave MacDonald a call back. I gave them a feed back. Then the person told me to wait for 5 mins the Manger from the delivered branch will give me a call. So the manger called back, I told I only want to let them know in future before sending out any delivery please check. Because this happened twice to me already. So the manager apologies for it and in return he's giving me another 6 piece nuggets.




Check out the recipe. :/

Love,
Isabelle. :|
Only If Someone Notice Me...

Bitchy Bitchy Bitch! xD
Tuesday, February 9, 2010, 1:38 PM
Wtf! Yes this is how I'm starting this post! I'm just so fcuking irritated by her fcuking attitude!

Guess what? A moment ago, she just msn me asking me if I wanna go out with her a not. And I replied her "Where?". And her same attitude, "I don't know where." Alright lah, If you don't know where you want to go, then why ask other want go out a not? Then let other people think for you? Wth! And when I suggested I want to go Chinatown and help my mum's friend book bus ticket to go Malaysia, I type it this way "Go Chinatown! I go help my mum book bus ticket." And you know what is her replies? It really pissed me off! "Huh? Go Chinatown for what?" I was like wth I already state there what I want go there for and you still ask me? So I replied her "You very cute hor? I already state there Go Chinatown! I go help my mum book bus ticket." I'm not wrong for answering this way right? Her straight away reply me "People ask you properly, you reply till like that."

WHAT THE HELL! What do you mean "LIKE THAT"?! How did I answer? So I reply to her again asking her how I reply? I was right what. You should read before saying something like that to me. Hctayeeb! Ahh!!! I'm so eff-ing pissed of by her! Why am I stuck with ...........?!?!?!?!?

I need to cool down. Post next time.

Pissed,
Isabelle. :@
Only If Someone Notice Me...

A little of unhappiness. ):
Monday, February 8, 2010, 1:11 AM
Hi to my readers. :? I'm actually feeling quite down recently. Not sure what's the problem. But I guess the problem wasn't cause by my monthly visitor. Hmm. I don't really know how to write this post. But my mind keep telling me I should write what I feels here. *BIG Sigh!*

Alright! I'll start here. First of all, I am VERY VERY VERY unhappy with my buddies and some other friends. WOW! This really annoys me a lot! I don't know what I did to receive such treatment you know? I feel neglected as a friend of theirs and also I feel sad about having a friendship like this. Sighs.. Am I such a girl that makes all of you want to avoid me so much? O.M.G. I don't know what am I doing now or whatever it is. I only know I hated people to treat me like this. I felt like I'm being used as a tool. Something liked, you need "it", you use "it". When you don't need "it", you put "it" one side. Oh com'on! I'm not a tool! Don't treat me like that! I don't like it! ARGH!

Another fellow! I name YOU as "A"!
YES IT'S YOU! YOU don't have to think who is it! O.M.G! I really really hate you that much you know? I've been trying so hard to keep this friendship going on! But YOU! YOU did so much to make me feels like ending a friendship! I really at the edge of ending a friendship you know that? I don't even feel like calling you anymore. ==" You really really make me feels so angry all the time! One thing I really upset about is that you actually poison about me to your other friends! CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT? O.M.G.! I really can't believe you did this to me when I never force you to do anything! YOU can jolly well just tell me you don't want to do that! Don't have to tell your other friends that I FORCED you to do it! I NEVER! I NEVER! I NEVER!!!! Fcuk shit! I HATE YOU!

Another fellow! I name YOU as "B"!!
I don't know why my life is somehow revolves around all this kind of shity friends! I seriously don't need another one more to join in this kind of shits. When you need someone to chat I'm always there for you. But you? Every time when I wanted to chat with you, you gave me a cold shoulder. How the hell would you want me to chat anymore? Do you know that I felt awkward about it? Shits! This is so shity! I don't know what else I can say anymore. I just wish you didn't came back and chat with me. And that I could let things just go pass like a history. Why did you have to come back and find me?

*P.s. It's not that guy you all think it is. It's someone else.

Sometimes I really don't know what my life is all about. I really just hate it. I don't know why I'm just stuck with all this kind of sai kang. I don't want be a sai kang warrior! Not worth it. ==" Help. Zzzz...

Save me from all this shit please, God!

Desperate for help,
Isabelle. :S
Only If Someone Notice Me...

Second post for today. (:
Saturday, February 6, 2010, 5:19 PM
Staying at home for the rest of the day makes me feels like baking! :D
So I went to the kitchen and I baked some snacks! :D Normally I make normal cornflakes. Today I'll try out something new! Koko Crunch and Milo Crunch! :D And the result is what I wanted. :D It's NICE! Hahahahaha!

I'm presenting Koko Crunch and Milo Crunch to you now. :D I guess that's called Milo Crunch? Haha. Whatever. Enjoy the flavors! <3s


Loves,
Isabelle. :D
Only If Someone Notice Me...

Twenty Ten February Six - A very Unlucky day.
, 2:15 PM
Erm, How should I suppose to start this? The moment I wake up till now. All the unlucky things keep happening to me. What is wrong with today's luck? Why am I so unlucky today? --" Been like only 7hours and so many unlucky fcuking shit had happened to me. ==" ARGH!

6.40am - Woke up feeling uncomfortable due to monthly visitor.
Can't go back to sleep because if I were to sleep, I can't wake up on time for that shit training.

7.00am - Got a morning call from my maid.
I waited till around 8.00am then go wash up. Left home around 8.30am.
Took train all the way till Bedok MRT station and I decided to change to cab.

9.45am - Couldn't get any cab till it's almost 10am!
And when I finally got a cab, I tell the cab driver 'Bedok View Secondary School'. And he thought that I was finding a road name called View "something". So he almost go the wrong way. And lucky I was like looking for that damn bloody school. So I reach there around 10.09am. Got up to the second floor, scanned in and I went inside to find my group. And they are like playing some stupid games which is like NOT EVEN HELPING at all. It's really a waste of my time to go there for such things which is not useful for us, humans. And guess what? Surprised! You can go home early today! I look at the time on my phone. 10.45am. And immediately I got a little fed up with the fcuking peoples of Heartware. They make people travel so dam far EARLY IN THE MORNING just for a talk and games?! And what was the most not acceptable is that bloody useless talk!

Can't they just bloody use the internet and email us the details? Which is like only 4 PowerPoint slides? Bloody shit them. The internet nowadays is not difficult for them to use or not to understand it. AHHH!!! I'm just so eff-ing frustrated. Took a bus home alone. I went to AMK Hub thinking of watching a movie. But them end up, I'm so lazy to watch any movies today. So I ate my brunch and went to have a walk around.

Having the idea to buy a IPhone and Blackberry Bold cover, makes me walk towards the Mobile Fashion Ent. push cart that sells mobile accessory. I asked to try one casing for my Blackberry Bold. that sales girl let me try it. And the case is new so it's hard to take it out. And I see that girl help me take out as if that my phone is a dummy one instead of a real one. And guess what? She made scratches and holes on my bold's cover loh! Fcuk shit! She's just one fcuking bitch! When I tell her "Miss you made scratches on my phone." And her replies is like "Are you sure that is done by me? If it is, then sorry loh." What the fuck! Attitude bitch. I swear to god I will never go to that push cart to buy anything in future!



It totally spoils all my mood for the whole day. So I head home to rest. Reached home only my brother is sleeping so the house is like so quiet. And I really think I can be quiet for a moment. Who knows, it's not even 5mins. My mum came back. Peace is gone! Wth!!!!

Ahhh!!! Today really not my day! Very unlucky! Argh!!

Wish Me Luck!
Isabelle. ):
Only If Someone Notice Me...

fourth-february-two thousand&ten. (:
Thursday, February 4, 2010, 1:59 AM
It's two in the morning. And I'm still not sleepy yet. Was reading through some other people's blogs. And notice someone I didn't concern someone for quite a long time and that she is feeling emotional recently. I'm so sorry that I didn't asked about you for quite some time. But you can still feel free to come to me. I'll always lend you my listening ears. Alright yeah? <3s Sisters.

Yesterday, I found something very big news at some where. Sorry, I cannot say what is that all about but I know it's something really very wacky. I really don't know what I should do. When I start to think about that, I'll get a serious headache.. It's really giving me a very serious big problem here. Why would the hell did I go be a busybody and go scroll down to see? Now that I've seen that, it makes my problems even more then ever. Sighs.. I'm dumb. Sometimes, it's better not to know too much things. Now, I've regret about looking at it. Sighs..

That really makes me feel so unhappy for two days already.. ):

Another regretful thing is added in my life. How many more would it be?

Loves,
Isabelle. :/
Only If Someone Notice Me...

One fine day....
Tuesday, February 2, 2010, 4:49 PM
Since the weather is so good in the morning.. That's the reason why I shouldn't go to bed.. (: Yeap. I reached home this early morning. Feeling very very lethargic this morning, as I only get to sleep for like an hour forty-five minutes... So my mood in the morning is so down that I didn't talk at all. --" Cool right? No, I think that's lame shit. :S

Alright.. Too long never post any shits here. Should do more often. But don't except me to post something for like EVERYDAY. Because I won't do that. My life isn't that interesting every seconds. But everyone still gets to have a play in their life isn't it? :D I always believe one will make its' own story one day. Just depends on how the person is doing it. I'm still kinda searching for what I really want in life. So yeah.. I won't be going to apply for any school in the meanwhile. That means I might still need to dangle around for like a few more months. Definitely not another year rotting. (:

Last Saturday didn't have any trainings for that dumb Chingay '10 thing. So I felt so free and I really took the whole day relaxing at home.. Awws... That's the best thing one could ever do in life. (: This morning I told my dad's friend that I wanna go Aussie! And guess what? :DD He said he's plan for me! So probably I'll get to go Sydney soon!!!! (*excited!!!!*) Although I know what's in his mind lah. But it's AUSSIE! There's no way I would say no to it! <3s!

Just now I went to watch Hachiko: A Dog's Story. And my tears is like water hose... Keep dripping non-stop. yeah, this is one of the reasons why I choose to watch movies alone. I can express my inner feeling more then when I'm with friends. This is a very very touching story and YES! it's worth watching it over and over again! It's something like Marley & Me! The bonding between a dog and a human is really seriously important and needed! It's so sad that life comes and goes. One of the things I hated most. I like to celebrate the joy of bringing a life to earth but not a life that's going.. It's not so much for a soft-heart-ed person. I do admit at times, I could be very very very soft-heart-ed till I would cry out all of a sudden. :S 1 thing I hate about myself though..
*P.s. You should go watch this movie! (: I'll give it a 8/5 stars!

Going to catch another movie later on at 7.30pm with Joycelyn. The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus. Hopefully this last film with Heath Ledger would surprised everyone with all that he has! I'll stop here already.. Catch up for the next post alright?

See ya!! Xoxo!

Loves,
Isabelle. (:
Only If Someone Notice Me...