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When Times Pass by...
Twitter: Er. I am still trying to figure out how to put my twitter updates here. (: Please bare with this first. >.< But for now, you can check my updates thru the widget I've under tagboard. (: So.. Enjoy! ^^ Quotes: We might kiss when we are alone, when nobody's watching. We might take it home, we might make out when nobody's there. It's not that we're scared. It's just that it's delicate.
23rd day of 2010.
Saturday, January 23, 2010, 10:22 PM
Hey there! Hello. (: Few days didn't type anything here already. You peeps missed me? Haha. Kidding.

This is what I do today. early in the morning woke up. Had my face wash and clean up. And changed. Went out of my house around 8am. Had my breakfast with my daddy. Wanted to eat wanton mee. But too early. the stall not open yet. --" So end up having bak kut teh mee sua. Hmm.. Ate half of that, and my dad drove me to Bedok View Secondary School for that second Chingay training. And I really want to complain! Stupid!!! Make us go till so far away just to listen to them talk. From 9am -1pm! Just for talks! Sh*t them!!!! It really waste my time and the petrol loh! Argh! And what else? They say on the next next Saturday, there will be another training at Bedok View Secondary School. For ANOTHER talk! F.T.W!!!!

After that stupid training thingy, I went to meet up Dalicia. I fell asleep in the bus because I'm so tired. I forget to get down on the stop which I should. So I'm over stop. When I want to get down from that stupid bus. And I'm still not very "refreshed" from that sleep I had in the bus, I almost trip over the steps on the bus and also my legs. TWICE! What's wrong with me today? Am I that unlucky today? W.T.H! Forget about that. Got down and I still need to walk a very long way to the MacDonald at Serangoon centre. ==" Grrs...

Dalicia and Cheryl came over and meet me there. Cause I told them I'm so tired and I can't walk there anymore. So after we meet up, and I had my 'energy' meal, it's almost 3 in the afternoon. And we walked towards the MRT station. Took the train till Somerset, and we had our Laksa, and Prawn Noodles. After that very very very FULL 'lunch'. We shop for a little while at Somerset 313. Till around 5pm, we start walking towards ION, so that Cheryl can collect her dress. Haha. I'm kind of envy her. Her mum really really dotes her a lot. A wonderful family she had. They are also quite cute too. Haha!

She bought her dress, and we had our time there playing with all kinds of heels. And there's one heel that Dalicia wore is so nice on her! >.< But she finds it too high. :/ And I think I got some 'magical' powers that I can chat with any outlet's of the salesperson at New Look. Lols. Stand there, chat for quite long. After that, Cheryl wants to buy something at Shaw tower. Went there, and she bought it. After that dinner again. After dinner, train home. But me, change cab. xD I think today Cheryl's the winner. Dalicia and I didn't buy anything. Only Cheryl, she bought 1 dress and 1 gift. Haha. Yeah! That's all about today. (:

That dam training really drains all my energy.. I don't feel like going for next next Saturday. Zzz...

Loves,
Isabelle. |:
Only If Someone Notice Me...

Life is just so boring.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010, 4:51 PM
Yo! I'm back! :D Heehee. Another day is about to past. And I'm like still at home waiting to be rot here and there. I really really don't know what I ever wanted in life. But I'm still looking for it. :D

Today, I spent my morning having breakfast with daddy at Suntec. And after that we went to shop. And I go to collect one shirt that I've ordered last night. :D Daddy is just being nice to me always which makes me feel so guilty all the time. I know that he wanted to stop me from spending so much money but he always will just let me buy whatever I want to make me happy. :/ This is how he always say to me, "If you like, then get it. Don't have to bother about the price tags.". I can tell from his face that he finds it expensive for some stuff. So now I'm trying to stop whatever habit I had. And start saving! (: I wanna buy a Nikon camera so so so much! So need to save money already! >.<

Then the next thing is, we rushed home. Air-con repairman is here. I have to go home to "look after" them. And after they are gone, I have to help my mom to carry the spoiled oven out! I don't know what she was doing until she broke one bowl. And the broken pieces laying around the kitchen. ==" Rush back to her side. Ask her to stop whatever she is doing and clear up before someone get hurt. *Aihs..* Lucky no one get hurts. (:

After clearing up the things in the kitchen. I went to the living room to continue my H.K. drama. The show ended around 3.30pm, and I'm back to nothing-to-do life. Zzz.. This is seriously so bored!! Gotta find something to do very soon!

Last night I was chatting with Wilson. And he said my life is so carefree. And I don't think so. :/ Just by facing all the problems I had in life.. I think he won't be able to handle ever single bits by himself. (: Well, gotta be optimistic right? So yeah! Cheers to all my friends, sisters and MUSICS!! <3 ya. :D

Have you smile today? Smiling is contagious. (: Remember to smile everyday!

My Pick of music for today. (:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_YR4dKArgo&feature=fvst

Loves,
Isabelle (:
Only If Someone Notice Me...

19th day of 2010
, 12:58 AM
Hey hey you you! Yes I'm back! How are you peeps? :D I'm fine. But what a day for me today! It's fun! It's boring! It's irritating! It's amazing! It's unhappiness! A lot of different kinds of feelings. It's just so mixed and random! I don't know why. Maybe I'm still havin' a mood swing.

Ahh!! Why does I really need to care about how one feels? Freak! You know I really hate being accused. Even though you* doesn't have the meaning. But I don't like the way you* say it and make it sounds like I really did the wrong thing and I have to apologies to you*! I bet you* also doesn't like that kind of feeling right? Then why do you* have to do this to me? And Bitch, this isn't all about you! I had my own way of doing my things. You* know how to say how I waste my money. My question to you is "How about you?". Have you think about this? I think you're more spoiled brat then me. Think about it more. I don't wish to say any more things.

What I've learn is to endure it. I don't want more problems and frustration added to my life! I just want to feel peaceful. Why is it just so hard for me to feel that? :/

Sister C. asked me:
"Are you alright, Sock?"

I replied her:
"Yeah, I'm fine."

Sister C. replied me:
"Okies. Let me know if you don't feel good. I'll always lend you my listening ears! Alright yeah?"

I replied her:
"Alright. Thank you."

Why am I saying this conversation here. Is because I'm actually feels bad for replying it that way. I'm actually feeling rather bad that day when she ask me if I am alright. I told her what is opposite from what I feels. Am I right or am I wrong? ): Sister, Sorry. Hope you don't mind. (:

Yeah, stopping here. Wait for the next coming post soon yeah? :D

Loves,
Isabelle <3
Only If Someone Notice Me...

Chingay '10 First Training.
Monday, January 18, 2010, 11:19 PM
Last Saturday was the first training for Chingay '10 this year. And it really drains all my energy! I even had a slight sun-burned from that. ==" I still feel the sore and pain on my shoulder somehow and somewhat. Zzz.. The people in my group is somehow friendly except the guys. (:

They are so quiet and so distant from the girls. I don't know why. Maybe they are just too shy to talk to us. Haha! Yeap. Anyway, I guess I'm so out of that group of peoples!!!!!!!!!!! I'm into my 20s. And all of them are still like 17-19 only. So sad. All of different ages! :/ Oh yeah, my group leaders.. Hmmm.. Not bad? I think I still prefer the group I had last year! Hahaha! But things are always too good to be true right? Yeah I understand. Haha.

I just got the email from the admin! And I think I feel like struggling someone!!!! The next training is like so dam dam far away from central of Singapore! Want to give it a guess? Zzz. Why can't they find somewhere nearer place and a easier way for us to get there? And why is the fcuk that they ask that school people to join in?! :/ I wonder those staying even futher then me one will need to wake up how early for that training. ==" And the training is like so early also! 9am in the morning! We need to reach like 8.45am! W.H.Y.?!?! Zzzz..

Loves,
Isabelle (:
Only If Someone Notice Me...

Hurrayy!!! :DD
, 12:43 PM
I'm finally done with this skin! And of course all the html codes! >.< I'm like so stranger to those coding already. Been such a long time since I last touch the coding! WoooW! It's also been a rather long time since I do any updates to my blog or whatsoever right? This blog skin nice? I hope my readers will like it!

*P.S. Sisters, go read my profiles!^^ <3s

I guess I should continue to do more blogging from now on right? (: I'm so excited right now!! Hmm.. Lunar New Year is coming soon. Have you all done your spring cleaning yet? I haven't done mine yet. :x Mummy's going to scream again due to all the rubbish we had in our living room. Haha.

*A Long Sigh of Relieves* o0? Why am I doing this? Oh.. Because 2009 have past and now it's already 2010. So I'm kinda relieve. There's too much things that happened in 2009. Which really really makes me feel so depress. But now, hopefully everything will be as great as before. Just like sunshine after rains. Am I right? Yeah! So, have a smile on your face today. (:

Loves,
Isabelle (:
Only If Someone Notice Me...

Figuring..
, 12:22 PM
I'm still figuring how to connect my twitter's updates to this new blog! :/ Making me few so *arghs!* now. Someone please teach me. :D

xoxo,
Isabelle.
Only If Someone Notice Me...